noisy library..

isnt library is a really queit place to study? why i keep on heard people mumbling non stop? the effort to try to keep their volume low is not appreciate by me.. cause it was so annoying.... they should know that library is a silent world with only turning page, walking, sneeze, moving chair sound.. why is all this irritating human being doing here? walk around and talk to friend, discuss with friend.. what the hellllll?

lately i have been complained alot.. haha.. i stall stop complaining and continue my study.. slow progress today.. thanks to all those stupid human being.. =P

p/s : omg, library is so different now.. i mean the design not the user.. user i same as annoying as last time.. more than half year didnt step in here d.. hehe.

so sick..

i'm sick.. very very sick.. physically and mentally..

i look like mashimaro now with running nose and upset stomach.. this is making me weak.. tears keep on rolling down for nothing.. few sleepless night add-on mommy's black bean, everything burst out.. suei suei tomorrow i have my last revision class of f7.. how to meet people with this look?

mentally exhaust.. exam soon.. it is normal to have the study stress, i still manage to handle after so many semester of experience.. but now is not only stress for study........

relationship problem also bothering me 'kau kau'.. thought of hundreds way to let myself walk closer to you but never turn it into action.. i'm such a coward, cant manage to handle the feeling of afraid being hurt.. what can i do only will let you feel the care and love?

i felt that i had not truly laugh from my heart for ages.. i miss the happy-go-lucky me.. give me some times or extra hours.. i need some real rest, after exam..

hungry... (update)

850pm right now.. one whole day i only had a pork noodle, egg sandwich, a cup of milk, and a sausage... NOW I'M GOD DAMN HUNGRY...

waiting for the pizza delivery, online order... will the pizza come? why there is no phone call confirmation? almost 15 minutes pass away.. HOW?? IS MY PIZZA ON THE WAY??

hungry..

update..

yes, pizza was here.. now all in my stomach.. yummy.. ^^

got one happy news.. finally i cleared all my debts.. the best is still got few dollars to keep.. happy..

damn sunwaytes.. (update)

i miss my f7 edc today because i thought the class start tomorrow.. =.="

shit sunwaytes, i really hate them.. keep on change the timetable for nothing.. they thought the student so free everyday visit website to check the timetable? why are they so inconsiderate?

arghhhh.. i really hate sunway.. they made study difficult... =(

(update)

just got a message from my f7 classmate..

she said the timetable changed from 615pm to 915 class to 8am-5pm class.. they dont even bother to inform the student.. damn shit right.. keep on changing timetable without inform the student.. f9 like that, now f7 also the same..

irritating sunway..

受伤的亲情比失去的爱情来得更痛.........

我.. 要比以前更坚强....

告诉自己，别再麻烦任何人了...

泪水再次狠狠地落下。

我脆弱，曾是遇到情伤而变得坚强的自己， 再次不堪一击的受伤了。

苦苦的哀求在你眼里到底是什么？

天使是否真的累了吗？ 还是一直以来在天使身上都是在伤痕累累？

我累。。。。。。。。。。 天使更累吧。。。。。。。。

暗恋

one day four post, incredible..

暗恋也是一种幸福吗？ 没空间表达自己的感情， 只好默默的埋在心里会满足吗？好奇妙，感觉的产生一直以来都是因一个举动而打动我。一个举动就够以勾走我的魂， 奇妙吧，不是一见钟情， 而是一动钟情。刻意地不把感情表现出来，就算是一个人在房间，都想把它深深的埋在心里，是怕一触碰会更沉迷于它直到无可自拔。暗恋，真奇妙。

尽量的不把他的一切听进耳里，看在眼里，原以为那会慢慢的随时间而散，但无意间的看到了名字都能轻易的勾出藏进心里最深的感情。无奈.. 也痛苦却甜蜜。甜蜜于心里有个人， 痛苦于没能靠在他的怀里。

毫无交际的暗恋已不是第一次了。 什么是毫无交际的暗恋呢？ 就是与他人不熟， 可说是几面之缘而已，就算连MSN都没有。长得特别帅吗？ 不见得。 但竟能让我日夜思念。 记得第一次的暗恋， 也费了我将近三四年的思念与感情， 这一次呢？



光良品冠 - 胡思乱想

胡思乱想又过了一夜 思念的疑问并没有解决
我又胡乱想过了一夜 情感的东西是否需要感觉
也许我不知道 我是真不明了 人对情感的苛求是否那么重要
也许我不知道 你那儿最好 让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道 你真的那么好 我的思念你又明了多少
我胡思乱想



想念你的心是一天比一天更强烈..

原本以为， 这一切只是一场梦，但我竟然一直沉迷于它， 不肯清醒过来。。

陷进了， 惨了。。哈哈。。

gold bracelet..

mummy asked me to take off my gold bracelet just now.. reason is lately gold price keep on increase and robbery may happen anytime although is just a small not really valuable one.. this thing follow me almost 3 years already.. never take it off, now it's gone i might not get used to it.. maybe one day i look at my hand and scare myself, think that i lost it..

really wanted to refuse mummy but she was right.. outside world is so dangerous now, nothing happen now doesnt mean that future wont, better prevent it before something worst happen.. no where is peace right now.. *sigh*

my hand will be really empty from now on.. normally i have my bling bling bracelet and i love bling, i feel that i lose my character.. haha.. okay la, not so serious.. just don really like the bare hand feel.. guess will look for something to replace bling..

i miss my bling.. =(

Euro Deli and Pizza Uno..

life is so boring lately.. everyone is so busy to attend revision class and study for exam ..
the only thing that is interesting now is FOOD..



EURO DELI - DAMANSARA


Yen in Euro Deli.. this restaurant is introduced by WY.. she keep on praise of how good is their carbonara..



after ordered, they will served bread and butter as appetizer.. bread is soft and hot.. yummy yummy..


3 girls, we ordered ::

Carbonara

Wy was right.. this is delicious, yummy, thumb up.. big big portion with lots of ham and bacon(if not mistaken).. cheese powder can be request if you are a cheese lover..
RM24 (around there, cant really remember)


Pork Chop

they serve pork.. it's hard to find a non halal western restaurant in Malaysia yet i always crave for pork.. but this chop is okay okay for me.. the mash potato taste very milky, KFC will be better.. also a big big portion dish..
RM24 (also around there)..


rate :: 5 stars..
reason :: serve pork, big portion, 3 ppl 2 dish full enough, price is quite reasonable..


PIZZA UNO - CENTRE POINT


menu.. the cake look nice.. according to my sister, their strawberry cheesecake is good..


coffee with love..


whole fried spring chicken

with garlic lemon gravy,i hate garlic so i dont like it.. chicken is okay but the meat are bit too chewy for me.. guess the chicken do run around..
RM30+


carbonara

, yummy yummy.. cheese powder can be request too but not the gravy.. extra gravy charge extra RM2.. not worth it, as extra grave make the carbonara too milky and sticky (or probably due to wy add too much cheese)..
RM24


baked pasta

I LIKE IT.. some bakey cheese and mushroom taste like heaven.. gravy is just nice and the only thing i hate is lots of onion..
RM24


rate :: 3 stars
reason :: food is yummy but abit pricey with normal portion (cannot share), halal..

my 21st surprise birthday party..

it's time to post my birthday post.. it's pending for too long already, even my brother birthday had past and my sis birthday is coming soon after four days yet i haven post it yet.. lazy lazy blogger..

so just a brief story about it..


* the day before the day *

lung messaged me ::

lung :: want to hang out after class?? after class tomorrow..
yen :: tomolo after class aredi 9 le, where to hang le?
lung :: got place de la.. no worry..
yen :: o.. u kaki malam.. u decide lo.. hehe..

yes, so we suppose to ''hang out'' tomorrow after class..


* the day - after class *

lung told us that he had to go back to Kemuning first before hang out cause Hong left something in his house and need it immediately.. before that i'm very 'kap kap', need to use to bathroom.. but due to lung showed a very rush face, so i thought tahan until his house then only straight fly to the bathroom..

finally we were there and still i very kap, lung house got no electricity..

no electric = no autogate
no autogate = climb in and manual open gate

after all the gate thing and drive the car into the house, it took too much times and i really super cannot tahan.. once open house door and on the electricity, i straight run to the bathroom..

as i'm closing the door of the bathroom, i heard something..

"happy birthday to............."

=.="..

it was a surprise party and the birthday girl was in the toilet.. before i did my private business i went out laugh at them then close the door, do my business..



the birthday cake and birthday girls.. j'ny's birthday is 3 days after me, so we celebrate together.. ^^

see how big my mouth is and the kena cream face..



ben, peter, lung, hong.. too bad richy not there.. =(



j'ny, flora, wy, zwen/nana


i had a funny birthday this year..

started with ::


PRETTY PETER

i saw peter was sleeping.. dirty idea come to my mind and do some simple make-up.. i got asked permission for peter one lor, he said ok cause when i wanna to drop the eye shadow i laughed..

the results ::

captain jack sparrow/aladin/bau qing tian , ah gua..


they love each other.. sweet.. omg, 18sx please..


I'M TALL


whoever said that i'm short, na... i can touch the ceiling..


with ben help.. =(.. the one who challenge me had to carry me..


MALE vs FEMALE - xBOX


the real battle is not that peaceful.. later on all the girls with fight with the guy that holding the controller to stop them from pressing it.. then the other guy will also stop the girls from stopping the guy..

and because of the fighting, lung accidentally hurt wan yong.. due to that, another memorable things happen..


CC LUNG
to distract wan yong from the pain, lung ''offered'' himself to.......

wear skirt.. ^^



that's all? NO WAY!!!! LETS MAKE IT SEXIERRRR..




ok, i dowan to show lung's face.. still have to take care of his facey.. hehe
by the way, those boobs are made by socks.. hot right?


SCRABBLE

we end the day with scrabble.. accidentally found it in lung's sister room..



me and peter one group.. we were so lucky cause keep on get some nice words.. the most tragic was....



'GAY ROOM'...


the end..

p/s :: really had a funny birthday.. again thanks to everyone..

...... smileless...

i declare today as the most unlucky and unhappy day in my entire 21 years life..

something really bad happen today.. the 22 hours before that everything is so peaceful but once it steps 11pm, my day totally drop from earth to hell, i feel like dying.. even after chat with ws, i feel like the end of the world ..

what will future be? what will the life be without him? i miss him really much.. i'm so regret for never show him how much i love him.. will i still have the chance to make it into action or words?

lohas is hard to achieve without him.. i just want him to be by my side.. no matter he will scold or nag me, i will just listen.. i just want everything back to normal..

i wish i can turn back time or everything is just a dream.. but impossible.. i started to hate the word 'impossible' now, i want everything to be possible.. i will not use the word 'impossible' anymore, cause i want (not wish) everything to be possible, there is hopes and chances around.. I WANT NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE, NOTHING, NOTHING... yes, i'm really emo right now..

Warning!!!!!!! not to bring any sad, unhappy, useless news to me.. i might burst anytime, tears may drop anytime..

最遥远的距离。。

"世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死, 而是最亲密的两人不知彼此的心理"

为何会如此呢? 明明曾是如此的相爱, 不理会任何人的反对的认定对方, 为何如今互相计较, 互相伤害呢? 难道当初的海誓山盟是因景而胡乱出口的一片谎言?

早知如此, 我宁愿是天地两分, 胜过站在原地等你的无止境伤害..

受伤害了,该怎么去疗伤呢? 情绪混乱, 该怎么得到平静呢? 快乐到底是什么呢? 真真的快乐, 曾有过吗?

我想像小孩一样, 依赖着肩膀, 你曾像天使一样给我依赖, 给我力量, 你曾是我最初和最后的天堂, 但现在还是吗? 你是否还愿意让我放肆的依赖依靠?