亲爱的你,

亲爱的你,

怎么办, 看见如此的你, 泪水会不知不觉地滑落.

亲爱的你,

原谅我的无能为力.

亲爱的你,

我心很疼.

亲爱的你,

不要离我而去.

亲爱的你…………..

dear ah gong - day 24

阿公,

不知不觉您以离去了24天, 生活里没多大的改变, 但内心深处却少了些东西, 多了些遗憾.... 阿公, 原来我没那么的气您, 原来我是如此的尊敬您, 如此的怀念您.. 过年快到了, 想起了您以准备了过年衣, 也如果这一切没发生的话, 您现在应该忙着做年饼了吧.. 写道这, 泪水已不停的滑落, 应为我已好多年没吃您做的饼, 而现在我想吃也没得吃了.... 阿公, 我真的觉得我是个不孝女, 我真的很对不起您, 很想在您面前跪下, 跟您道歉....

心里还有很多很多想对您说的话, 但我真的写不下去了, 鼻子都塞住了..

不孝孙女,
燕笔

working life..

haiz.. works never done.........

dear ah gong - day 6

forgotten that ah gong don't know english, so i shall write in chinese.. hehe..

亲爱的阿公，

我听到了一些故事， 我心很疼.....
请您，保佑他...
抱歉，在您离开后，还是要拜托您....

亲爱的阿公，
幸福离我有多远？

dear ah gong - day 5

dear ah gong,

how are u doing up there? it had been five days since u move to the new place.. are u looking at us from up there? do u like the house and the old mercedes that u used to drive years ago? is the new boy and girl treating u good? or u already pass the bridge and drank the soup and forget bout us?

after four days of your big day, finally today everyone get to have a rest... home is so quiet today.. no one talk, the only voice we can hear is from the electronic media..  i think u should know the reason of it..

ah gong,

im sorry.....

this is what i feel now..

MEAN PEOPLE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

SARCASTIC PEOPLE F**K!!!! 

damn shit.. still not enough to express myself.. 

currently in deep shit depression and worries.. 

dear ah gong,

everyone wishing you rest in peace but

the selfishly me hope that u are still around to worry bout us.. 

i truly, deeply, madly missing you right now.. 

although you are not around, your spirit will still be around.. 

although im not close to you, you will still live in my heart..

please be okay..

i thought u are tough..
i thought u will be okay..
i pray for u to be okay..
i hope u can be okay..
i want u to be okay..
please be okay..
after all u been through, don't suffered for nothing..
please be okay..
i know u are tough and strong..
please don't leave like this..
please...........