punishment from god..

it's so hot.. no matter is day or night, i dont feel the decrease of temperature, sweat non stop.. even the water in the refrigerator not as cold as usual.. is this the punishment from the god towards malaysian for not being so participated in the "off the light 60 minutes"? i was wondering if 28th of March we do off the light, will it be different? neh, probably wont.. it's just natural.. after raining season, here come the hot one.. it just that this year is extraordinary hot..


i wish i got class.. damn the timetable for allocate the only week holiday on such a hot week.. or else now i will be in the class enjoy the cool air, wearing my cardigan, wrap myself like a 'ba zang' and listen to the lecture.. at least it is heaven of hell, unlike now.. hell in heaven.. damn hot..


praying for the rain, please.. LOHAS..


**little thought from me
when you close your eyes, being in the dark, is there anyone or anything come to your mind?
of course other than family.. it's quite depress to say that no one and nothing for me.. i live my life to the fullest dull..


and yesterday i dreamt of him again.. again is a really surprise sweet dream.. is there any possibility the dream comes true? i doubt it, sweet dream never comes true.. =(

look!!! lung is zzz...

see how cute is our little ''prince-ss'' zzz in the car..

and in the class..

isnt ''s-he'' adorable???

the day tak da electricity at home (update with pics)..

raining season is over in Malaysia and now come the hot shining sun.. i'm fine with the hot weather cause i can just on the aircond.. but suei suei today tak da electricity at home... HOT HOT HOT.. wondering how long it will take for the electricity to come and things that i can do without electricity had all been done and realise that i cant survive in such a hot environment, what i can do is only escape from the house and go the some place with aircond.. coooool air..

so here i am, Starbucks.. used the last RM10 voucher that i had cheated from my previous job, i bought a cup of cool ice blended green tea, with the cant survive without cooling pad laptop (even my laptop cannot take heat), and a file of F8 notes...

i am suppose to study for this coming June examination but i cant resist the temptation of wireless in here and started to youtube my BBT.. so bad.. but it will only takes my hour to load and watch it.. yes, i know one hour is tooo luxury for me to watch BBT right now as i should revise back the knowledge... argh.... i just give up for BBT.. i miss them.. =(

last thursday i talked to someone.. he just simply kidding that why dont we skip the class as i'm feeling really sleepy that day.. then i ask him skip d then what next? he answered go library study until 6pm lo (the class is at 10am)... i told him how can we give up the opportunity to gain new knowledge just to revise back our old knowledge? the worst is we paid to gain the new one.. not worth it man..

now i lose out the time to revise back my knowledge for BBT.. how stupid i am.. T.T

p/s :: not too bad, at least after i finished BBT and this post, i do study my F8.. see how i isolate my laptop.. STAY AWAY FROM ME, U DEVIL..

okay, gtg to scold little kids d.. ^^

losing the peace..

i feel like crying right now.. is mine fault for starting all this and now i even thought to end it.. i am so stupid for letting feelings guided my life and not using my brain to think.. it has been bother me for few days and i am losing my peace of mind.. shall i end everything before it is too late or let everything happen naturally? i really dont know what to do..


initially happiness is slowly turning into a burden.. did you ever have the feeling that no matter how hard you breath there will be no enough fresh air for your lung? where is all the 02? why do i only feel a big heavy stone that keep on pressing on me? everything is messed up just because of me..


i dont wish to hurt anyone.. i am just stupid for not thinking and regret for the decision that i made..

it's over.. (redrafted)

i had a funny birthday.. hope can post about it soon..

here i hint abit about the party : lung is really pretty and sexy.. ^^

thank to the organiser, wy, lung and ben..
thank to peter for holding the cake..
thank to flora, hong, j'ny, zul for singing the birthday song..
thank to nana and ck for hiding it from me so well..

i had a really happy birthday yesterday..

terima kasih, xie xie, arigato..

happy 21st.. aunty..

lung overslept again..

using lung's pc now to complain : HE OVERSLEPT AGAIN..

today we got Orange's class.. told him i will be here around 12pm and warn him not the overslept as when we chat is already 1am +, he not sleep yet.. his replied was so cool like : 12pm ler, wont overslept one la..

see here am i now... ding dong ding dong ring his bell for about 15 times then only he opened the gate for me.. come down with his skinny, sexy, fair upper, messy hair and half opened eye.. immediately i point to him and scream : YOU OVERSLEPT AGAIN..

this guy hor.. really useless already.. haha.. always wont keep his words one.. remember, not to take lung's word seriously... ^^.. chao, wanna go class d.. tata.. happy birthday to me.. ^^

officially 21..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEN
HAPPY OLD DAY TO ME..

exactly one year ago, i decide to close my blog.. one year later, i'm here with a new blog.. from lonelyen turned to yen's life.. yet, still lonely.. i mean single la.. not that really lonely lonely..

so, 21 now.. *sigh*

how will i celebrate my birthday??

same as valentines day.. will be stuck in the class, with the same lecturer, same classmates, same classroom.. but this time will be a bit different.. lung, nana, wy will be there.. please dont let me be alone in the class gaining knowledge, i'm depressing now.. few friends ask me to skip the class.. shall i?? of course not.. i cannot skip any class just for a celebration.. knowledge is so important to me.. 21 already, had to be really smart and mature... i wish to be stupid and childish..


here is my 3 wish..

1. my hair grow faster.. long long long hair..
2. study smart and hard, please..
   
3. daddy healthy, mommy pretty, koko fatty, jie jie happy..
   

may all my friends are happy healthy and happy too.. always love and miss you all..


i guess alot of people may wish me get a bf faster.. haiz.. lung said i'm choosy, nana initially said is reasonable for all my request but after deeper discussion, she agreed with lung.. =.="

i'm just asking for a

older than me at least 3 years,
taller than me at least is 170cm,
not a tone deaf with nice voice,
the best is know how to play one music instrument, and
must have good sense of direction
non smoker, little bit drinker, environment friendly
swimmer (i cant swim, need someone to save me if anything happen to me in the water)..

so? is it really ridiculous?

update :: just now i'm abit depress about my birthday.. but after a phone call, i'm happy now.. ^^

AXN event..

last Saturday i got another job offered by Xuan again.. yes, Xuan is my supplier for money now other than my dad.. the job was an event of AXN, something like Amazing Race but this time it was a Amazing Race in One Utama.. i'm so excited for it cause this is the first time i'll be working with suet and wey..

the day before the event day which is a Friday, we had a briefing in 1u high street.. surprisingly Richard was there for the job too.. yey, another high kaki for the job, getting more fun.. ^^..

before we were separate to different groups and assigned to different task, the person in charge already told us that some people will need to be stay outdoor and may bring sunglasses and cap.. inside my heart i keep thinking of getting dark and my pimple may pop out like gasses in cola, scare scare.. it's time to choose group, they asking for one guy one girl, immediately i looked at R and give him a hint.. YES, he got it and straight away we put our hand up.. suet, ernest and peak kean another group, and pity wey alone...

i had to say that day i'm really lucky.. as i'm praying not to send me outdoor, they really let me be indoor, and i'm in most cool place in 1u, Camp5, the largest rock climbing center in Asia.. yoooohoooo.. excited, high 5 R.. as i'm getting into my excitement of being indoor, suet group had gone really 'lucky' to be in the baseball softball centre, the outdoor and wey will be at car park, not bad for her..

finish brief around 10, wanted to balik to BU house then later xuan asked wanna earn some extra income anot? help to cut something for tomorrow's event, RM50 per person.. immediately say YES..


cut, arrange, untied, tied, count..



when we finish, it was already 2.10am..



everyone was so sleep and tired..



and wey found a giant drumstick..



the event start on 2pm end on 7pm but we had to be there by 8am.. =.="

but you know malaysian, normally when they said 8am, normally it will be 9am.. this theory is not applicable on me, i'm always on time, unless i overslept.. haha..

we were there by 830am just to look at the band repeated practicing their song.. initially i'm quite exciting with it, you know leng cai drummer, rocker guitarist all that, but after listening almost 10 times to the same beat, it's getting annoying... sien..



everyone was so sien waiting with an empty stomach..



what will a group of going-to-be 21 years old youngster do when they get bored?
they imitate..

R celebrity twins brother.. you can find him in 1u new wing.. take a picture with him.. or maybe you can interpret the picture as before and after R..

finally out team leader had time for us and asked us gathered around, brief again then walked us to our station..


the Futsal..



the baseball softball center.. it was really hot there.. and the cool air moved.. had to do something to get some cool air..



Camp5... lots of photo.. ready??

see how sexy R is.. tooooo sexy.. hehe.. more sexy photo of R is coming soon.. be patient.. everyone love R..



trying climb.. easy..
jump or not to jump? that's scary.. looks nothing from here but from my view, look down, damn high, deep breath.. JUMP..




group pics..



too sexy R.. he's my model of the day.. soooo sexy..



Camp5 bottle... so cute..
see the cloud?? me and R were laughing there.. why? ask suet lo.. hehe..



lastly, group pic of axn..



all the too sexy one..

it's fun to work with them.. ^^

busy with work and class 1..

i had two busy weekend for the last 2 weeks and i also had a fun weekends too.. laugh nonstop..

28.03.09 Saturday

Orange class.. Lung drove and we decide to drive to KL as the parking for saturday is RM3.50 per entry, cheaper than take LRT.. due to lung overslept, lung wanna eat McD, we took the wrong road, and a bit of jam, we were late for 1 hour for class..

as we reached Orange, we bump into someone... guess is Orange boss.. he asked us some question then we answered and the conversation end with this ::

Orange : i tot sunway student cannot take from other college for all the paper paper?
Me : Shhhh... it's secret.. don tell anyone..

so, it's a secret between us.. haha..

the rest of the day story you can read it from nana's blog..

i had to say nana and me are really should be goodfriends.. we have unknown 默契, she can understand my jokes as lung and wy looked at me with a blur look.. hehe..

tat day i laugh non stop because lung.. how he kena discriminate, isolated by us and cc.. lol..

29.03.09 Sunday

the day before got a message from xuan.. a job offered and i took it..

and here we are in KLIA..



basically our job is like transporter.. take the board, wait for the guest to come out, tick their name in the list, confirmed everyone is here, send them to the vehicle.. easy job, 12 hours of work RM130.. worth it right.. the most suffered part is only that we have to wait for the guest to come out.. stand till i cant feel my leg and i describe it to xuan 'tiring as if i am delivering a baby'..


i get to know 2 kind leng chai from this job..


lung, wy, me and ck (the client staff)..

ck suppose to brief us and demonstrate then leave us in klia.. but he stayed until 8pm plus to help us.. how kind he is..



he is Dash.. a really kind transportation company boss.. we were suppose to work until 12am and estimated will have to wait for the guest till 1am.. and the kind Dash willingly to sacrifice himself by waiting alone and let us go back 1 hour earlier, 11pm.. so touching.. there are still so many kind people out there that willing to give you a hand when u needed the most.. we had been start waiting and standing since 12pm and really exhaust and delivered few babies d..


also a non stop laugh day because of lung.. we continued discriminate and isolate him.. and also intro his as cc to ck and tried hard to promote lung to ck.. too bad ck is straight..




lastly show you a photo of 2 pretty girls..


wy n me.. ^^

you are such a shit..

arghh... damn irritating now.. how can i always wanted to treat you as one of my best friend?? you are so shit.. so what now? trying to be the 'batu api' to separate everyone? if there is any problem why cant you just come straight forward to me face to face rather than keep giving me lame excuse with no answer and done something without informing me? i always ignore whatever people told me bad story about you and treat you as sincere as i can but you chose to ignore me.. you know what, they are right.. you are a shit, liar, ego, playful with no any good characteristic and f*ck off.. good then, here born another hi bye from of mine.. damn you..


p/s :: yesterday i said out F*CK in front of alot people.. yoooo hooooo.. feeling guilty.. haha.. i can be stingy, ugly, naughty but not a dirty words out of mouth person.. the most yucky words has to be 'shit'.. hehe..