emmanuel 我俩因主的爱相结合

was watching 鲁豫有约- 蔡少芬 张晋：幸福小世界

is about their love story and their wedding.. i'm touched by a song sang by the groom when the brides walking into the church..



tis is so sweet and meaningful..

immediately i googled for the song and found the title...


=Chinese : 有你終身美麗 ; English : Emmanuel=

是你的恩典终身美丽皆因你
沿路你带领双双足印翩翩舞
这生有你照亮因你爱动听
在你爱内承诺至终

Emmanuel我俩终生相爱不退后
Emmanuel我相信地老天荒
Emmanuel 纵物换星移我心不舍不弃
此生坚信完全因心中戒指

Emmanuel我俩因主的爱相结合
Emmanuel主的爱共证永不朽
Emmanuel似盛放沙仑眼中闪出璀璨
我愿意献奉这生无尽爱


hopefully one day i will meet someone and let me have the chance to give up all my love to him..

=)

blah lah....

oh god,

i dreamt that he come back to me..

this is ridiculous...

a date in dream make me so confuse..

in dilemma..

its 2.44am now.. later 2pm i got P3 class.. having a thought of ponteng the class because the class is in Kasturi from 2 to 9pm.. will it be dangerous for a girl to travel alone by LRT at night? thinking of it might be a bit scary but the idea of ponteng frighten me more than that..

is all about money, do i really afford to miss the class just for that stupid reason?

a) Yes, affordable if something will happen to me that night..
b) No, is really stupid to waste the fees of 6 hours class if nothing happen..

so how?

more excuse to support me to skip the class is i do have plan for the whole day.. will be visiting link in the afternoon and join koon's farewell party at night.. sooo in dilemma right now.. to get out from the dilemma, i used coin to decide for me and three times it told me not to go for the class.. is it a hint from god? i dont know.. when i really decided to skip the class, the little angel in me screaming to me : "6 hours class... really want to skip it? is daddy hard earn money ler.. really want to be pai ka lui?" grrrrrrrrrr...

haiz... i really dont know what to do.. i dont want to disappoint daddy yet i worrying of the hint of god.. GOD!!!! HOW!!!!!!

i always advise someone not to skip class for stupid reason purely for friends.. but when thing happen on me, i also have the thought to skip it.. lol.. took in the consideration of late night travel risk also la..

still dont know how.. =(

What's your personality love style?

i did this quiz and here is the result..

What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.




i think its quite accurate for me and friends may agree with the last sentence.. hehe..

3 short post..

ws said that i cant just forgive people so easily, people who did something wrong yet i will always defend for him.. not to say that i don't hate nor angry with him, is to say i don't want to use those negative feeling to influence my own happiness.. i had chosen to use a smile to forget his hurtful decision or act.. yet, the person's decision or act has to be under my limit, something that is forgivable, logic, or defend-able for me to convince myself that 'it's ok'..

the more hurtful it is, the more forgettable for me..

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a baby girl was born on 08.08.09 10.++ am..

i guess she will be the cute little princess among friends, everyone will love her to the max..

welcome to the world!!! little princess..

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bought a new sunglass..



sui bo??


p/s ::

do you realise?
1) my hair is quite long now but its not the length that i desperate..
2) i got more almost 3 months dint post my pic to this blog.. hehe..

down..

last thursday was my last day of work and also was the most depressed day : the day the BBT end..

i'm so sad, unwilling to let them go, not used to the life without watching them every weekday, not used to not to stay awake at the midnight just to wait for someone post the show, i miss them.. i guess alot of people especially my sis is clapping hand happily for the end of the show because i will not wasting my time on it anymore and spend more time to study but i feel something important in me is losing, the key thing that makes me laugh and now bringing me to the loneliness of life.. YES!!! that's how important BBT to me..

一日棒棒堂，終生棒棒堂

BBT spirit never gone and end..


anyway, the end of BBT also mean the beginning of something..

ALLY MCBEAL..

a series that i used to watched during primary school, i can still remember the time, every monday 11pm.. is a really nice series, is about a lady lawyer named ally who working in the same firm with her first and also ex bf which also the most love of life man.. unfortunately, his wife is there too.. then imagine how depress and stress is ally is to work in the firm and desperating for love..

is some way i feel that ally character is reflecting me.. there is one episode where ally had to defend for a client that being sued for fraud.. the case is about a husband sue a wife for married him not for love but money and desperation to marry because she is over 30.. the fraud is on their wedding day(3 years ago), in the bride's vow had a sentence that sound similar like this "you are the the man that i love the most in my life".. in fact, the woman had a fantasy for a perfect man and been writing to him in a book for 11 years, before she met her husband.. in the book she describe the day of wedding had been the most lonely day in her life.. eventually the hubby found the book and felt that the wife is cheating him for calling him the most love in life.. ally too, had fantasy of her dream man for a long time and due to the case she is emotionally down because everyone around telling her that there is no perfect man for someone, what you can have is only the one that close to perfect..

this make me depress.. i too had a fantasy, i always dream of that someday i will met someone who are perfectly created by god for me, my adam.. of course i am choosy also as i got a lot of requirement to be my hubby.. the episode broke ally's fantasy and also turn my dream into cruel truth.. is it really impossible for me to find someone that i had been dream of? guess i am fated to be lonelyen har.. hehe..

this is a so 'down' post..