Sunday, March 25, 2012

where r u???

i want to be pamper by u,,

i want to be nag by you..

i want to be care by u..

i want to be scold by u..

i want to be held in your arms..

i will really love u if there is a U....

with a tight hold and hug that i will never let go..

where are u???

my vanness....

lol..

Friday, March 16, 2012

部落客的用途。。。

在这里写的种种,是在提醒我自己什么该做,什么不该做;什么我想怀念,什么我想遗忘....

每一天我重复看了那post,不停的告诉自己放弃与遗忘, 但事与愿违啊~~~

感觉这玩意儿真的很绝妙,为何来得快,去得慢呢?

想念你的我在那彷徨无助的待着, 哪儿都去不了了........

我想亲爱的,你过得怎么样??

Monday, March 12, 2012

不可投入的这段的感情

这是段不可投入的感情,一旦投入了,就注定了我会是永远的输家, 永远得忍受与另个人分享.......

我可以大方与大家分享你的一切,唯独那最宝贵的内心必需唯我独尊... 我不专制, 但我要求一心一意... 我知道, 我要求了个不可能的任务 ...


所以,我退缩, 因为这爱情游戏,我玩不起,也输不起....

我惟有远远的望着你,或许目前会渴望着你,但我会压抑,压抑着对你的好奇心,压抑着对你崇拜与爱慕,静静的在一旁等感觉的消失,再去寻找属于我的幸福...



不过, 我想我想你............


Tuesday, March 6, 2012

drink drank drunk.

there must be something wrong with me? i feel like want to drink alcohol every single day.. why? is it i refuse to be so conscious in life? is it a way for me to escape from reality? i don't know.. i only know i got deadline to cross, i got financial burden to hold.. lol.

i want~~~

i want to cut my hair short.

i want to sleep for more than 12 hours..

i want to drink drank drunk..

i want to go holiday..

i want to quit my job..

i want to get a tattoo..

no matter how hard i want those thing, the very first thing on the 'i want' list is:

i want my butt to stop the stupid pain!!!

ass hole, why are u so pain????

anyway, this is the kind of tattoo that i want. my love, treble.. =)