i'm exhausted..

i'm tired, mentally and physically..

not to mention that i'm stress out to realise that time is running out and exam is coming soon as two months will swing by like tornado yet i'm not study up-to-date knowledge..

class, gym, works all drive me crazy.. travel around klang, subang, kl, damansara, klia was killing me.. and also yesterday almost 12hours of work, 8 hours of stand was causing me physically exhaust..

economic crisis, 60 earth hour, ratio, qualified and adverse opinion, money, bank draft, exam entry, lung is girl and gay, smoker, dreaming, BBT, everything is so mentally torture me.. okay, lung is girl and gay which also a smoker not torturing me, is an entertainment for me... but i have to keep on think of idea to ejek him for all that really squeezing alot of my brain juice.. haha.. and last saturday Sheila gave us some new topic to ejek lung, i hope i can post the story soon.. its really funny..


i'm so tired.. i hope i can have a good nice 15 hours of sleep with no clock tic-tok sound.. another week started for me.. Tuesday 8am F7 class, crazy.. night..

p/s :: thank god the rest of the week no need to teach little kid..

bad 'yen'..

mom just told me that my chinese name 'yen, 燕' is not a good 'yen'.. it will make my marriage unhappy cause the yen is something like separate is chinese.. really? all the while i know the yen is a kind of bird and really like it cause the bird produce bird nest, the super duper expensive bird nest.. now its like totally screwed out to be separate marriage? how come?

worst case is my mom said my life is really fire (direct translate, hahaha.. which is 命很火).. which is i'm quite a cruel person with no love and kind.. am i? i am environmental friendly, i love small kids, i love my family, i love man.. ok, i admit sometimes i do abit cruel but it's not really cruel for me as i know what i want and my mind is clear so i can make decision fast and no doubt.. the way to make it not so 'huo' is, buy food to the beggars.. people who knows me well enough should know that i dont like to do this kind of thing, i hate those liar who come to me and ask for money as they are not disabled or pretended to be disabled..

so what should i do with my life? i am a cruel lady that will have an unhappy marriage life..

i always dream of my marriage life.. i even think of getting marry now even i dont have a boyfriend now.. i want to be a young mama.. but now, shall i be a lonelyen or what?

mom said i have to change my 'yen'.. =.="... i love that yen, it make me feel elegant.. hahahaha..

just now i checked the dictionary and look for another yen..

雁 = wild goose
焰 = flame (more huo)
厌 = loathe
艳 = glamorous..

so either i want to be a goose, flame, loathe or glamorous??

glamorous sound fine but i hate the chinese word.. is a bit bithcy for me.. haha.. i guess it has to be goose then.. no choice..

i dont want to be goose... =(

plan to 'play' with the groom..

4 more hours, the games will on..... exciting.. more story coming soon.. night....

happy day..

today my day begin with happiness... (^^)

last two weeks, Sheila told us she will be giving us a small test.. i dont know how to define the small, one full essay Q?

while on the way to lunch, i told lung that i'm sure next week he will skip the test, so he will miss the class.. as usual he will fight back and said "NO, i will go class and test also".. end up, i bet with lung.. the stakes is : if he skip,

1. this whole sem (from next week on till June exam) whenever we have Orange class, lung has to spend three of us (wy, nana and me) tau fu fa plus soya juice.. mean in total 3 tau fu fa and 3 soya juice per class day.. haha..

2. the best thing is, if this week we dont feel wanna eat tau fu fa (cause everyweek eat quite sien oso), we can accumulate it to the nest week.. no matter how, lung must clear all the debt, no way to run.. haha..


last week the day had come and as i predicted, lung was not there.. turned out the test was really really tiny little small.. combination of fill in the blank, true and false, ratio and abcd choice..

yey.. this whole semester everyweek i got free tau fu fa to eat.. haha.. that is why i were so happy today morning.. purposely not to bring any breakfast, keep my stomach half empty for it.. ^^


look at the back of the pity guy.. lose the bet and force to spend us..



the stall where we buy tau fu fa.. very nice, smooth, sweet and definitely nicer than sunway one..



one for me, one for wy, one for lung himself.. nana already bored with it d, rest one week..



i will have this every week, every thursday.. sometimes saturday will have too..


thanks lung.. next time we bet again.. ^^



20 minutes break.. when down to the mamak..


four person, one teh-o-ice-limao, one self prepared tuna sandwich.. pai seh-nya..



and when we left, the teh-o-ice-limao is..


3/4 left too.. this thing really sucks..

haizzz... the real world..

why is this world has different kind of people? i always think positively and believe that in this world everyone is friendly, kind, helpful, lovely, everything is good.. but always, there is ugly side of the world that make me feel disgust and irritate..

the most irritates me is cruel parents.. it is hard to believe that there is parent that will send their child to hell just for their(parent) own good.. i know i can always read this kind of news from the newspaper and i will only feel sad for the real world.. but when it happens around me it really hit me hard and make me feel wanna vomit when i think of it.. i feel really depressed when i heard of it and useless cause i cant help them with anything.. do they have to really accept it as part of their life and live with it? when i look at their eyes is there any scream for help? it is too cruel and disgust for the children..

i am relief that my parent is the angel kind and really love us.. be glad that if your parent scold you more, treat you bad compare to other siblings as they are still sacrifice themselves just for you.. i really hope i can share the story that i heard with you all but i cant cause it kind of personal.. what i can say is it really dirty and unexpected..

this world is rather ugly for me now.. just wish that in future everything will be peace and green..

LOHAS..

p/s :: as the iPhone is finally here is Malaysia, my brother lost his iPhone yesterday in Fitness First Menara Axis.. so lucky..

long time no see..

i always very appreciate the friendship between me and a group of secondary school friends.. we used to called the group 'the abalon family'.. due to some misunderstand, argument and busy busy busy, slowly the group is falling apart and turning into smaller group or setting up another group of friends.. remember the oldens day in secondary school we always hang out together, 'ponteng' class and school together yet now we even hardly can meet each other..


finally the day of everyone will gather around again is coming soon.. this is because we all kena 'BOMB'..


one of our friend is getting marry and we are really excited about it.. after all is the first friend to get 'pom. pom.. pom... pom..', haha.. i'm going to be ji mui, yey and glad to say i had thought of few games to torture the groom and heng tai, cruel, dirty, disgusting, everything included.. cant wait for this coming saturday..


we had a dinner together today to had a small gathering before the wedding and i'm glad to see most of the people in the 'family' were there.. too bad for bee and lun absent cause one sick one work.. it is really surprise i got more than a year dint meet chi and sin, the last time i met them my hair is still the short one and now my hair is long and i had cut it few times.. either is my hair grow fast or times do flies...

so after the gathering and the going-to-be-lao-po dont want to balik so early, we when to one of the friend house play 'rami'.. and we miss the dogs too..



mong jut and spike..




rami time.. we gambled.. sad to say i had losed 75cents..
the bride-to-be won almost RM30.. very very 'ong', shall go find Uncle Lim har..


we end the day after 2am and it's one of the happiest day in my year of 2009.. ^^..

i miss abalon family.. they always give me happiness..

banana pancake

today i had cook one of my 'la shao' dessert, banana pancake..

two days ago i told my friend and asked him to come over my house to taste it.. i am damn confident with my cooking skill... but only applicable for banana pancake and honeydew sago.. hehe..

there's been sometimes since the last time i did the pancake.. more than a year and i mostly forgot the exact quantity of flour, sugar, milk and egg to do the pancake.. so i cincai bocai based of my feelings to add in everything and kacau kacau kacau.. haha.. turned out the pancake taste milky and sweet.. failed.. and my house's pan is not a non-stick pan.. failed x2..

and for the banana gravy, i still remember the steps but still not the quantity.. again, feelings.. end up, i cooked the gravy three times..

first time i follow the steps that the chef told me.. sugar first then butter.. but the sugar 'hangus' cause the fire to 'ong'.. failed..

second time.. control the fire carefully, with love.. but the sugar and butter cant mixed together, is like water with oil.. failed..

third time i follow my own steps.. butter first then sugar.. yey, succeed.. but i add in too much sugar, toooo sweet..

after everything is done, the pancake, gravy, i sms my friend and told him, failed, try it next time.. =(


overall, i grade myself a 'C' for this time.. haiz..


no picture for a 'C' food but i do have a picture of 'A' food.. =)


i made this last year february..


a friend taste this and she even lick the plate to finish off the gravy..


the moral of the story is : dont be too confident with your memory.. write down all the recipe and buy a non-stick pan..

yellow..

yesterday when to KL for class by LRT..

inside LRT i saw something very yellowish.. maybe is something new from digi, another incredible creative from them after 'i will follow you' : Digiman..



and this thing looks like yellow pregnant mummy for me..






and actually that's me.. haha..



i was trying to zzz but i dont want anyone to look at my zzz face so i rather use the cardigan cap to cover my face.. hehe.. zwen said she actually want to do that also but she worry she will be suffocated, end up she choose to just expose her zzz look to the public.. haha..

this week i'm so exhausted.. i had a drastic tiring class life.. i see miss shanta more than my own mom.. =.=".. i want holiday.. i need holiday.. =(

爽..

last day of february ( second last if february got 29 days) is one of my best friend birthday..

so on that day 12am, i sent him this message..



people who knows me really well know that i dont like to spend any money on anyone especially for birthday present.. just to inform i'm getting more and more stingy nowadays if no one aware of it.. hehe.. but orang ini special case lar cause he always spend me watch movie.. long term investment.. one piece of cake in return with life-time free movies.. kidding kidding.. of course once in a blue moon i will spend him also.. dont think that i'm really materialistic kind of people.. hehe.. okay, back to the message.. the point is i willing to spend money for a cake.. and i thought the maximum he will ask for is a secret recipe cake.. around RM7, okay la for a best friend..


few hours later, he asked me what kind of cake i willing to spend and i answered him any kind, his choice..

he want Haagen Dazs' ice-cream cakeeeeeeee...

walau... he purposely one... know i damn stingy dare dare want such an expensive cake.. T.T.. i tried hard to convince him not to choose Haagen Dazs and finally he gave up and choose another one..



Baskin Robbin's ice-cream cake.. =.="

end up, my turn to give up.. haha.. haiz, birthday boy.. T.T.. and he really purposely, just want me to spend more money cause i'm too stingy..

this is the cake...






this is the bill..



and.....






this is how i feel deep inside my heart when i pay the $$..



what the... RM10.30 for a piece of cake.... 奢侈。。。 奢侈。。。 奢侈。。。

i keep repeat this to him.. he so happy with it.. he said : "爽."

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

2 days later, he called me..

he told me the cake was.......... not really nice but he 爽..

=.="

kinda hate the word 爽 now..
waste my money... grrrrrrrrrrrr....


happy belated birthday, WS.. 5 days had passed.. haha..