it's not a "happy" birthday..

5 years ago, same day same venue, i have you to care and love for me; 5 years later, i learned to love myself more..

today, i'm suppose to spend the day with peace, nothing happen, no cake, no birthday song, no argument, no shouting, no banging door, no nothing... it's just a ordinary day.. but my life don allow me to be this boring, its always dramatic...

when things comes to money, they tends to get ugly... that's reality and that's life.. again to prove "love is more important than bread" is bullshit.. no details of story as i don't want to jot down this unhappy incident.. i just want to say, coming the end of the day, only i know it's not a "happy" birthday..

and also, my wish didn't come true.. no, part of my wish came true but the most important part is still remain as a wish..

although everyone is here for me, but there is always someone missing to fulfill me..

i hate the day call 'birthday'...........

生日....

这应该是2012 年的post ， 但为了不让任何人发现， 改了年份.. =D

好像忘了不过生日的这个习惯， 竟然期待起了要过这么一天。也因为如此让自己的情绪跌入谷底。你怎么会忘了自己的坚持呢？ 笨蛋！开心了吧现在，再次的证明了什么？

teeth extraction..

give me back my teeth!!!

i find life is different when there is a hole between teeth.. what is the different?

• cannot talk fast.. it will 漏风...
• food easily move around when u eat.. (from the back of teeth to front, kinda irritating)
• 24/7 taste blood..
• unintentionally will suck the lips when i breath hardly..
• cannot smile as there is a hole....
• have to jaga-jaga when i brush teeth, scare it will bleed again..

what i hate the most is the eat part.. it's really disgusting as i can't lock the food in the mouth, it will go in and out from the hole or sometimes, stuck there.. =.="

can u see the hole?

it will remain till saturday then both side will b the same.. i dont know how am i gonna to survive with 2 holes by then..

3 weeks later, see me with the braces... =)

hi april 2011

its my birth month which also mean is time for me to start looking for presentssss.

but this year, its gonna be easy...

i only wish for one thing..

i wish to have dinner with my family in kenny rogers...

been craving for kenny for months...

easy right? but sometimes the easiest may be the most difficult one..

anyway, as usual, may my wish come true...

i love and miss you much..