impossible dream...

i had a dream last night.. it made me refuse to wake up this afternoon.. the dream is about........

i pass a impossible to pass paper... =(

impossible..

just a short emo one..

miserable now.. i know is myself to be blame and guilty is all over me now.. losing the peace.. every call that i made now is exposing my weaknesses.. i never do this before and i wonder why i started it now.. something need to be done to get my strength back and is all depend on me..

i need a psychiatrist...

超克7 - 等什么

小禄 is damn handsome in this... i'm so excited when i watch this.. ^^
who will dislike him with this kind of talent.. I'm IN LOVEEEEEEE...


超克7 - 等什么 (MTV)




超克7 - 等什么 (BBT)




support support.........
i want to shake shake and move move like this.. yayayaya...
a bit tempted wana buy the album..

04.04.09

so lucky to have xuan and alex to sit beside me during exam.. ^^

noisy library..

isnt library is a really queit place to study? why i keep on heard people mumbling non stop? the effort to try to keep their volume low is not appreciate by me.. cause it was so annoying.... they should know that library is a silent world with only turning page, walking, sneeze, moving chair sound.. why is all this irritating human being doing here? walk around and talk to friend, discuss with friend.. what the hellllll?

lately i have been complained alot.. haha.. i stall stop complaining and continue my study.. slow progress today.. thanks to all those stupid human being.. =P

p/s : omg, library is so different now.. i mean the design not the user.. user i same as annoying as last time.. more than half year didnt step in here d.. hehe.

so sick..

i'm sick.. very very sick.. physically and mentally..

i look like mashimaro now with running nose and upset stomach.. this is making me weak.. tears keep on rolling down for nothing.. few sleepless night add-on mommy's black bean, everything burst out.. suei suei tomorrow i have my last revision class of f7.. how to meet people with this look?

mentally exhaust.. exam soon.. it is normal to have the study stress, i still manage to handle after so many semester of experience.. but now is not only stress for study........

relationship problem also bothering me 'kau kau'.. thought of hundreds way to let myself walk closer to you but never turn it into action.. i'm such a coward, cant manage to handle the feeling of afraid being hurt.. what can i do only will let you feel the care and love?

i felt that i had not truly laugh from my heart for ages.. i miss the happy-go-lucky me.. give me some times or extra hours.. i need some real rest, after exam..

hungry... (update)

850pm right now.. one whole day i only had a pork noodle, egg sandwich, a cup of milk, and a sausage... NOW I'M GOD DAMN HUNGRY...

waiting for the pizza delivery, online order... will the pizza come? why there is no phone call confirmation? almost 15 minutes pass away.. HOW?? IS MY PIZZA ON THE WAY??

hungry..

update..

yes, pizza was here.. now all in my stomach.. yummy.. ^^

got one happy news.. finally i cleared all my debts.. the best is still got few dollars to keep.. happy..