where r u???

i want to be pamper by u,,

i want to be nag by you..

i want to be care by u..

i want to be scold by u..

i want to be held in your arms..

i will really love u if there is a U....

with a tight hold and hug that i will never let go..

where are u???

my vanness....

lol..

部落客的用途。。。

在这里写的种种，是在提醒我自己什么该做，什么不该做；什么我想怀念，什么我想遗忘....

每一天我重复看了那post，不停的告诉自己放弃与遗忘， 但事与愿违啊~~~

感觉这玩意儿真的很绝妙，为何来得快，去得慢呢?

想念你的我在那彷徨无助的待着， 哪儿都去不了了........

我想亲爱的，你过得怎么样？？

不可投入的这段的感情

这是段不可投入的感情，一旦投入了，就注定了我会是永远的输家， 永远得忍受与另个人分享.......

我可以大方与大家分享你的一切，唯独那最宝贵的内心必需唯我独尊... 我不专制， 但我要求一心一意... 我知道， 我要求了个不可能的任务 ...


所以，我退缩， 因为这爱情游戏，我玩不起，也输不起....

我惟有远远的望着你，或许目前会渴望着你，但我会压抑，压抑着对你的好奇心，压抑着对你崇拜与爱慕，静静的在一旁等感觉的消失，再去寻找属于我的幸福...

不过， 我想我想你............

drink drank drunk.

there must be something wrong with me? i feel like want to drink alcohol every single day.. why? is it i refuse to be so conscious in life? is it a way for me to escape from reality? i don't know.. i only know i got deadline to cross, i got financial burden to hold.. lol.

i want~~~

i want to cut my hair short.

i want to sleep for more than 12 hours..

i want to drink drank drunk..

i want to go holiday..

i want to quit my job..

i want to get a tattoo..

no matter how hard i want those thing, the very first thing on the 'i want' list is:

i want my butt to stop the stupid pain!!!

ass hole, why are u so pain????

anyway, this is the kind of tattoo that i want. my love, treble.. =)