Saturday, August 27, 2011

Thai thai..

going to thailand later.. im not excited about it as it defeat the initial purpose of me wanting to go and to make thing worse, i need to stuck in the back seat of a car with 3 other person from klang to thailand.. its been a year since my last car trip to johor..

ok, i know, don complain so much.. i will try my best to enjoy this holiday even it will spend lots of money and go for massages... lots of lots of massages..

happy independence day malaysia and selamat hari raya 2011..

Saturday, August 13, 2011

last year, august 13th, i post this on facebook..

病好了,不能再撒娇说头疼,没力了。
记得有句话,人生有几天?3 天 :昨天,今天和明天。
一直的逃避也不是办法,因为今天会是过去,明天总会到来。
一再的明天又明天,只会原地踏步。
有时候在想,原地踏步不好吗?没有不好,但就会跟不上脚步而远远​的被抛在后头,因为世界不断地在进步,也有可能会从原地踏步变成​退步。

开始要为未来打算,为未来拼搏了。真讨厌....

am i improving? i don't know.. i only know i'm pk-ing...

tonight, i missing u, again.....

又想起了你.....

想起了我们相处的时刻, 想起了我自以为是的感觉, 想起了我的自作多情.....

今晚,就让光良品冠的歌声来平复我的心....

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胡思乱想
胡思乱想又过了一夜 思念的疑问并没有解决
我又胡乱想过了一夜 情感的东西 是否需要感觉

也许我不知道 我是真不明了 人对情感的渴求 是否那么重要

也许我不知道 你那儿最好 让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道 你真的那么好 我的思念你又明了多少
我胡思乱想
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你真得那么的好吗? 你对我的思念又明了多少?
你是否知道有个女孩默默的傻傻的思念着你吗?

Saturday, August 6, 2011

silent..

i remain silent not because i dont care
i remain silent not because i dont know
i remain silent not because i dont have feeling
i remain silent not because i'm idiot
i remain silent not because i'm caring
i remain silent not because i'm understanding
i remain silent not because i'm deaf and blind
i remain silent not because i'm always all by myself
i remain silent not because i'm okay with it
i remain silent not because i get used to it

i remain silent because i try to be caring
i remain silent because i try to be understanding
i remain silent because i try to be idiot
i remain silent because i try to be deaf and blind
i remain silent because i try to get use to it

i remain silent because i need to be 'all by myself''.......

please handle me with care because im really fragile..
but seems to be no one notice it..

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

我最亲爱的, 你过得怎么样?

在这夜深人静的夜里竟然想起了你....

我最亲爱的, 你过得怎么样? 我很想知道你的近况, 但我怕... 对于你, 内心里全是恐惧, 你该是我的天堂,我的肩膀, 但如今全都变质了... all by myself 已变我的名言了.... 从前的依赖到现在的独立, 我从新鲜到厌倦到想念; 新鲜于我终于可以独立了, 厌倦于现实的压力, 想念于依赖你的安全感....

阿妹的那首歌已变了我对你的主题曲, 每每听到都想哭....... 看到周围的不幸, 都令我感到害怕, 我已变成了个很情绪化的人, 都是因为你........

当某人告诉我你的近况, 我都叫他停, 我不想懂, 不想知道.....

虽然我想你, 但我害怕你, 更有点的生气你, 再有点的同情你.. 这复杂的情绪, 你懂吗?