朋友 一生一起走

一直以来, 我相信有一生的朋友 。

从中学到现在我依然会如此得想。

我们，鲍鱼家族，会吗？

不可能了。

从一毕业，我与他的开始，增加了我与你们的距离，慢慢的我们生疏了。

七个月后，我与他的结束，并没有改变任何事，距离还是存在着。

四年里， 种种的事情发生了， 大家开始组成自己的另一个圈圈，这是我非常不乐意见到的。

他和他的不合，他和他的误会，更是把大家的距离拉远了。

去年三月，她结婚了，非常高兴的，我看见了我们大家又聚在一起了。

上台唱了首‘朋友’... 大哭，哭得不是自我，因为从前的种种浮现在脑海里。

虽然我与你们并没有太多的深刻回忆，也没经历过生死难关（最恐怖也只是在jj车里吧), 但我还是非常地珍惜与大家的友谊。

朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有

一句话一辈子 一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过 一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛 还要走还有我

"朋友一生一起走", 我们大概已经走不下去了吧。

误会越来越多, 距离越来越远, 没人愿意让步, 那些日子不再有。

"朋友不曾孤单过, 一声朋友你会懂", 悲。

如今的我感觉孤单, 因为大家都不懂大家了。

我只想找个人陪我看 "叶问", 竟然的悲到想不到一个人。

朋友啊, 你们到哪儿去啦?

真地会如此的不堪到永远吗?

the first day of 22 years..

last 2 years, i closed my old blog on this date..
last year, i had a new blog and posted my 21st birthday post..
this year, this blog still exist with seldom update.. haha..

here come my 22nd birthday post.

how do i spend my birthday?

at first i thought the 12am i should be in a bbq party, with link them.. unfortunately, leong's uncle passed away, party cancel and i had to look for a backup plan.. dont really want to stay at home because i can imagine how boring and depress that will be.. so i called howe howe, told him i'm free for them!!! let's hang out!!!

so here i am before 12am..

lung's house

i think this is the first time i celebrate my birthday with min ee, after 4 years..

dinner got crab, chicken, sotong and tofu, which is tapao from coconut flower, although already bored with those food, but still yummy.. after that we played cluedo, watched south park, and camwhore with the cake..

cake from RT Pastry, yummy!!!

(more photo visit facebook's album..)

the next day i spend my day with my family.. watched 'being human' and makan in 'xian ding wei'.. jie jie dislike xian ding wei.. haha.. 'being human' is quite funny but i had to say that jack neo really has a bad taste.. his mistress is sooo not pretty lo..

daddy dint get to come back celebrate with me cause he is busy, but he promise will come back tomorrow evening.. although i'm disappointed but at least he did make the effort to come back tomorrow.. no family photo, =(..

okay, new year new birthday wish..

1. faster finish study.. (although i always tell people i will study till i get old, but im super bored with college life.. a little bit busy and miserable is quite an excitement in life!!!)

2. wish all my friends and family happy happy.. those single faster get their partner, where is my white prince?

3. this is a secret..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

20/2/2010 Sat

sad and scare... study

holiday is over, is time to get back to the real world..
college, lecturer, exam is waiting for me.. i'm scare, i feel like crying right now..
result is out on monday, will the paper get through? i did my best last semester for it, if it fail, im sure will cry and depress..
anything i can do to change current situation? the only solution is....... i know that ] but i cant even say it out, because it will give me a feeling of big stone drop on me and a pinch at heart..


relieve and sad... friend

get to know something that made me really relieve.. the decision that i had made and regretted, now is the best decision i ever made.. but if that point of time i dint made that decision and accept it, something like may not happen and totally change current situation.. haiz, 'if' is something only loser will hope for, i better dont waste so much time on it.. im just feeling sad right now for someone who is so joyful and happy turn to be, not to say jerk but i will feel complicated and 'unhealthy' for him..


time, can u stop ticking? i dowan to go class........

emo emo post

sick make me emo.. super emo.. it makes me feel guilty to skip class.. sick shouldnt be a reason to absent..

im so scared.. usually im a self-centered person, dont really care about what people think about me or not to compare myself with others.. but lately the feeling of inferior started to hit me.. most of my friends are working adults now and yet im still a college student who get stuck in acca.. listen to them that they are really busy making me jealous, i miss my worked life also.. this is so irritating, to make it worse, i got no study mood nor study smart technique. always thinking of my poor english, i feel wanna knock my head to the wall..

this semester i obviously have low confidence in me, a coward who cannot handle stress and struggling myself to accept the truth and keep my brain shut from thinking impossible dream and start to study..

to gain back my confidence, few things i have to do..
-study smart smart n hard hard
-graduate fast fast
-look for a leng leng cai cai bf (haha)
-be more filial and patient with parents

honestly, none of it i can achieve.. =(

fever lo...

how good if there is someone to carry me from living room to bed room, hug me and sings me to sleep while im weak.. add-on one good night kiss.. haha..

argh.. fever d, when is the last time i got fever? lost track d lo.. im feeling dizzy and eyes burning right now.. and im worry that tomorrow my eyes will become mashimaro.. how??

good night.. tomorrow got 8am class, before 7am have to leave house, hopefully im able to do that..

movie season..

it's movie season for me again..

tonnes of movie is awaiting for me to watch them..

• woo hoo
• all well end well
• 72 tenants
• tooth fairy
• the spy next door

ok, maybe not that 'tonnes'..

but why is it so hard to get 4 movie ticket nowadays? wanted to watch woo hoo so woke up this early just to buy the night ticket yet its full (seriously bloody full, no matter is front, back or couple, 720, 945 or 1155).. so sien..

avatar is also full.. =.=" after so long..

anyone want to watch any of the above movie with me? call me.. ^^

空虚落寞感。

在这深夜里，空虚来袭了。

因为我说了违背自己内心的话，欺骗了自己，也欺骗了他。

目的是为了说服我自己 ：这就是我心里所想的，我所要得。

但那感觉好痛哦。

说不出心里所想的，得不到心里所渴望的。

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最近很常有种感觉，每当一件很令我开心的事情发生后，落寞感就会紧追在后的跟随我。

不舍，它就这样过去了，好希望时间会停留在那一刻。

我明白，往另一方面想，未来会有更多更多的愉快事情会发生，

但内心的落寞的确令我感到难以消化。