Sunday, February 21, 2010

20/2/2010 Sat

sad and scare... study

holiday is over, is time to get back to the real world..
college, lecturer, exam is waiting for me.. i'm scare, i feel like crying right now..
result is out on monday, will the paper get through? i did my best last semester for it, if it fail, im sure will cry and depress..
anything i can do to change current situation? the only solution is....... i know that ] but i cant even say it out, because it will give me a feeling of big stone drop on me and a pinch at heart..


relieve and sad... friend

get to know something that made me really relieve.. the decision that i had made and regretted, now is the best decision i ever made.. but if that point of time i dint made that decision and accept it, something like may not happen and totally change current situation.. haiz, 'if' is something only loser will hope for, i better dont waste so much time on it.. im just feeling sad right now for someone who is so joyful and happy turn to be, not to say jerk but i will feel complicated and 'unhealthy' for him..


time, can u stop ticking? i dowan to go class........

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