I'M STILL AWAKE...
lately i had been really afraid to sleep early because i'm afraid of time.. if i sleep early means the moment i wake up it will be the next day, another day has gone, yesterday had pass.. but eventually if i sleep late i wake up late also, around 12 hours of sleeping time.. quite a waste of time i know.. hehe.. but im just afraid, i will find all kind of youtube to watch just to prevent myself from sleep, i dont want the day just pass like this because i have not done anything meaningful yet on the day, i dint satisfy with the day yet i never make the effort to let something meaningful happen.. =.=
this is me, this is how i run from reality..
everytime when i got any bad memory or embarrassed moment flash back, i will just shake my head and told myself : "seow yen, it's over and not important anymore, just forget about it."
very coward ler..
that's me..
another song to share..
陶喆 - 寂寞的季節
风吹落最后一片叶 我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆叠 oh~给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊 我怎么会都没有感觉
oh~整条街都是恋爱的人 我独自走在暖风的夜
多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节
艳阳高照在那海边 爱情盛开的世界
远远看著热闹一切 oh~我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黄的叶 感伤在心中有一些 oh~
我了解那些爱过的人 心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭 oh~
却永远少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节
又走过风吹的冷冽 最后一盏灯熄灭
从回忆我慢慢穿越 在这寂寞的季节
还是寂寞的季节 一样寂寞的季节
it's my season of loneliness and i'm coping with it very well now..
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