this is what he post...

My version of flirting is looking at someone I find attractive multiple times and hoping they are more brave than I am...




he is flirting on someone......... 

just a passer by.. come and go~~

i don't hate u.. because i know the existence of hate is because there is love..
i don't want to have that kind of feeling towards u anymore..
i may not deserve someone like you or better than u,
but at least i think i deserve someone that is serious with me.
'letting go something that i'm not holding ain't difficult' is what i keep telling myself.
i just need some times, social life, keep myself busy and non stop distraction.
yesterday i watched back the video, and i miss your arm..
it's sad that everything is just a memory now..

宝贝.... this is the last time i use this words....... for u...

i really hate mind game..
i dont like courting game..
lets make thing easy...
just bloody hell tell me how u feel towards me, and u may get me..
even if is not, we can still be friend.. awkward?? definitely no..
is just that easy..

love and hate.

who are u??
what are u to make me love and hate u at the same time??
why after u did those thing on me and just left like this??
how u manage to open the lock in my heart and left me miserable?
its not that i never try one sided love before, but why this time i felt more suffer than before?
why i miss u more than others?
why even when i'm smiling and laughing yet deep inside me is crying??
why i will just stare at things and just day dream about u?
why i feel something is missing when i see the bar?


宝贝, is what u used to call me..
我怕我会爱上你, is what u said to me..
我永远记得, is what u told me..
那, 我是你的什么, is what u ask me..

宝贝, 你怕你会爱上我, 但我已不知觉得动了情..
宝贝, 我希望永远与你度过你记得的那一天..
宝贝, 我要你是我的宝贝...........

但宝贝永远都不会知道惟有他是我的宝贝..... 宝贝, 这名词, 就只属于你...


i hate u.. for silently enter my world and grandly leave your shadow behind..
i hate u.. for leaving the doubt and coldness to me..
i hate u.. for being the key to open it, and left without locking it..


i hate myself for discovered it too late. .
i hate myself for not spending enough time with u..
i hate myself for loving and missing u...


again, i need to bury the love and search for a new one..
why, i always fall for the impossible one??

its 4am!!!!

oh god... almost 4am now and im still awake, blogging.. 

i think i had reach the maximum limit of exhaustion till cant sleep now.. do u ever has this kind of experience? 

i wonder why am i pushing myself so hard everyday.. what am i proving? who am i showing? 

more than 3 weeks i had not really sit down, relax my mind with a cup of hot chocolate..  exclude cherating.. haha.. 

i miss the day that i can sit in starbucks and read my novel with the hot chocolate.. 

awaiting the day to come.. 

where r u???

i want to be pamper by u,,

i want to be nag by you..

i want to be care by u..

i want to be scold by u..

i want to be held in your arms..

i will really love u if there is a U....

with a tight hold and hug that i will never let go..

where are u???

my vanness....

lol..

部落客的用途。。。

在这里写的种种，是在提醒我自己什么该做，什么不该做；什么我想怀念，什么我想遗忘....

每一天我重复看了那post，不停的告诉自己放弃与遗忘， 但事与愿违啊~~~

感觉这玩意儿真的很绝妙，为何来得快，去得慢呢?

想念你的我在那彷徨无助的待着， 哪儿都去不了了........

我想亲爱的，你过得怎么样？？

不可投入的这段的感情

这是段不可投入的感情，一旦投入了，就注定了我会是永远的输家， 永远得忍受与另个人分享.......

我可以大方与大家分享你的一切，唯独那最宝贵的内心必需唯我独尊... 我不专制， 但我要求一心一意... 我知道， 我要求了个不可能的任务 ...


所以，我退缩， 因为这爱情游戏，我玩不起，也输不起....

我惟有远远的望着你，或许目前会渴望着你，但我会压抑，压抑着对你的好奇心，压抑着对你崇拜与爱慕，静静的在一旁等感觉的消失，再去寻找属于我的幸福...

不过， 我想我想你............