Getting ready for Phuket!!!

Finally is this week!!!! Flight on Friday and i'm packing it now, five days in advance.. Not i tak sabar-sabar for the trip, is weekday i will be in BU, so better pack now then i bring it over.. but Tuesday i will still come back home just in case i got anything left out.. hahaha.. 

After so many beach trip, i shall have lots of experience to pack for beach holiday. But this time i really don't know what to bring d.. All the clothes seem to be repetitive.. Yor, apasal i got so little clothes.. Need to back up on my shopping d la.. haiz..

Two hours later....

it's done.. =)

Say hi to my holiday BFF, nike small bag and orange bag.. the best mate ever.. 

Cant wait for Friday... 

OMG, i really love this.

I really love this picture.. it made my day everytime i see it, chase away all the blue blue thing..

the boy is li vee, 2 years old. cute little boy.. easily cheated with food.. i ask him call 'biao yi', he call 'biao yi'.. ask him said 'biao yi hen mei', he will said 'biao yi hen mei' with the food on my hand..

girl girl is jia xuan.. a super intelligent and fast learner.. 4 years old.. her little bro is coming soon.. when the parents is looking for a name for the little bro, she gives idea.. her surname is 'xu', she name her little bro 'xu ge yuan' (make a wish)... so cute..

Happy 80th Birthday Granpa

family pic with grandchildren and great grandchildren.

wish everyone has the greatest in their life and appreciate whatever they have too..

also to promote my handsome cousin.

still single and available. treat me a cha-time, i'll give u his number.. c(:

就是想念着...

心里有个人, 脑子里就充满了思念...

不懂..... 不懂为何数月不见仍然依恋你...

是我低估了你的魅力, 还是高估了我自己...

尘封已久的感觉, 一旦被挖掘就再也收不回了吗?

现实生活见不到你就以为可以慢慢的让感觉逝去..

偏偏梦不作美, 就要参一脚来搅局, 让我不短的掉入谷底..

这样的我, 何时才能无忧无虑, 自由自在呢????

期待...........

Thai thai..

going to thailand later.. im not excited about it as it defeat the initial purpose of me wanting to go and to make thing worse, i need to stuck in the back seat of a car with 3 other person from klang to thailand.. its been a year since my last car trip to johor..

ok, i know, don complain so much.. i will try my best to enjoy this holiday even it will spend lots of money and go for massages... lots of lots of massages..

happy independence day malaysia and selamat hari raya 2011..

last year, august 13th, i post this on facebook..

病好了，不能再撒娇说头疼，没力了。
记得有句话，人生有几天？3 天 ：昨天，今天和明天。
一直的逃避也不是办法，因为今天会是过去，明天总会到来。
一再的明天又明天，只会原地踏步。
有时候在想，原地踏步不好吗？没有不好，但就会跟不上脚步而远远​的被抛在后头，因为世界不断地在进步，也有可能会从原地踏步变成​退步。

开始要为未来打算，为未来拼搏了。真讨厌....

am i improving? i don't know.. i only know i'm pk-ing...

tonight, i missing u, again.....

又想起了你.....

想起了我们相处的时刻， 想起了我自以为是的感觉， 想起了我的自作多情.....

今晚，就让光良品冠的歌声来平复我的心....

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胡思乱想

胡思乱想又过了一夜　思念的疑问并没有解决
我又胡乱想过了一夜　情感的东西　是否需要感觉

也许我不知道　我是真不明了　人对情感的渴求　是否那么重要

也许我不知道　你那儿最好　让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道　你真的那么好　我的思念你又明了多少
我胡思乱想

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你真得那么的好吗？ 你对我的思念又明了多少？

你是否知道有个女孩默默的傻傻的思念着你吗？

silent..

i remain silent not because i dont care

i remain silent not because i dont know

i remain silent not because i dont have feeling

i remain silent not because i'm idiot

i remain silent not because i'm caring

i remain silent not because i'm understanding

i remain silent not because i'm deaf and blind

i remain silent not because i'm always all by myself

i remain silent not because i'm okay with it

i remain silent not because i get used to it

i remain silent because i try to be caring

i remain silent because i try to be understanding

i remain silent because i try to be idiot

i remain silent because i try to be deaf and blind

i remain silent because i try to get use to it

i remain silent because i need to be 'all by myself''.......

please handle me with care because im really fragile..

but seems to be no one notice it..