this is what i feel now..

MEAN PEOPLE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

SARCASTIC PEOPLE F**K!!!! 

damn shit.. still not enough to express myself.. 

currently in deep shit depression and worries.. 

dear ah gong,

everyone wishing you rest in peace but

the selfishly me hope that u are still around to worry bout us.. 

i truly, deeply, madly missing you right now.. 

although you are not around, your spirit will still be around.. 

although im not close to you, you will still live in my heart..

please be okay..

i thought u are tough..
i thought u will be okay..
i pray for u to be okay..
i hope u can be okay..
i want u to be okay..
please be okay..
after all u been through, don't suffered for nothing..
please be okay..
i know u are tough and strong..
please don't leave like this..
please...........

What are you worrying about?

a really nice song to share... from sodagreen..

【詞曲/吳青峰　導演/陳奕仁　VFX/仙草影像】


沒有不會謝的花
there's no flower that never dies‭ ‬
沒有不會退的浪
there's no‭ ‬tide that's always high
沒有不會暗的光
there's no light that always shines
你在煩惱什麼嗎
what's the trouble‭ ‬on‭ ‬your mind


沒有不會淡的疤
there's no scar that never fades
沒有不會好的傷
there's no wound‭ ‬that always stays
沒有不會停下來的絕望
there's no desperation‭ ‬that‭ ‬won't go away
你在憂鬱什麼啊
so why‭ ‬the sadness on your face


時間從來不回答
Time‭ ‬goes by without a trace‭ ‬
生命從來不喧嘩
Life‭ ‬goes on without fanfare
就算只有片刻‭ ‬我也不害怕
Don't be afraid of any moment‭ ‬that you‭ ‬have
是片刻組成永恆哪
Life goes on and on and on


片刻組成永恆哪
On and on and on and on

怎么办.....

怎么办，当一个人走到绝路的时候该怎么办？

上天会仁慈点让人有呼吸的空间，或是现实会残酷点雪上加霜? 

我觉得是后者... 

现实不停的向我施压，搞得我觉得活着是充满无奈，无助与累...

如果努力与坚持的结果是如此的不堪，那当初为何，为何天真的认为一切会过去的，船到桥头自然直呢？ 

实事并不如此啊，船已经撞上了桥，人人遍体鳞伤.... 

前面不知还有多少的暴风雨在等着，怎么办？

Getting ready for Phuket!!!

Finally is this week!!!! Flight on Friday and i'm packing it now, five days in advance.. Not i tak sabar-sabar for the trip, is weekday i will be in BU, so better pack now then i bring it over.. but Tuesday i will still come back home just in case i got anything left out.. hahaha.. 

After so many beach trip, i shall have lots of experience to pack for beach holiday. But this time i really don't know what to bring d.. All the clothes seem to be repetitive.. Yor, apasal i got so little clothes.. Need to back up on my shopping d la.. haiz..

Two hours later....

it's done.. =)

Say hi to my holiday BFF, nike small bag and orange bag.. the best mate ever.. 

Cant wait for Friday... 

OMG, i really love this.

I really love this picture.. it made my day everytime i see it, chase away all the blue blue thing..

the boy is li vee, 2 years old. cute little boy.. easily cheated with food.. i ask him call 'biao yi', he call 'biao yi'.. ask him said 'biao yi hen mei', he will said 'biao yi hen mei' with the food on my hand..

girl girl is jia xuan.. a super intelligent and fast learner.. 4 years old.. her little bro is coming soon.. when the parents is looking for a name for the little bro, she gives idea.. her surname is 'xu', she name her little bro 'xu ge yuan' (make a wish)... so cute..

Happy 80th Birthday Granpa

family pic with grandchildren and great grandchildren.

wish everyone has the greatest in their life and appreciate whatever they have too..

also to promote my handsome cousin.

still single and available. treat me a cha-time, i'll give u his number.. c(:

就是想念着...

心里有个人, 脑子里就充满了思念...

不懂..... 不懂为何数月不见仍然依恋你...

是我低估了你的魅力, 还是高估了我自己...

尘封已久的感觉, 一旦被挖掘就再也收不回了吗?

现实生活见不到你就以为可以慢慢的让感觉逝去..

偏偏梦不作美, 就要参一脚来搅局, 让我不短的掉入谷底..

这样的我, 何时才能无忧无虑, 自由自在呢????

期待...........